a year later

almost exactly one year ago (one year and just a few days),
we lost one of the best, brightest, sweetest, most sensitive stars in our universe,
samuel mccrow.

i remember so vividly where i was one year ago, and i remember so vividly where i was when sam left us.

i know that sam would have wanted us to live as freely and as vividly as he did-- he would have told us all to seize the day. i also remember the way that he hugged his sisters when he said goodbye and the twinkle he got in his eyes when he said that he loved them.

i miss you-- the world, the universe misses you, sam.

has it been one year already?

love, always.
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